Sunday, 23 July 2017

A new story!

Hi all!

Like you have noticed, I no longer have time to keep an online diary like I used to.  However, from time to time I write short stories, and now a new one is out. You find a few of my stories in the right column of the page, but the newest also here: Birthday gurl
And for all worried ones: I am fine!
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Sunday, 9 August 2015

In a hotel with Mistress

Next weekend W/we went to my uncle's funeral to mid-Norway, and W/we stayed at a small hotel in a small town. Kids stayed at home, they have just reached the age that W/we can do so and that's great.

Mistress ordered me to take along a bag full of toys of my own choice. i took things like leather helmet, plastic black mini skirt, corset and stockings for Her, ball gag, restraints etc.

She called the shots during O/our stay, deciding W/we'll take a long walk first when W/we arrive, deciding the route etc.

At the hotel She ordered me to undress and put the electric dog training collar on my neck. But it had been on all the time and battery had worn off. Instead She ordered me ankle and wrist bracelets and the dog collar with a leash. She ordered me to remove Her tights. It was a bit cold so She decided to put on stockings and black leather boots.

She ordered me to kneel and lock the bracelets all together. i asked how She wanted my hands: between legs. She went to the toilet and i waited ass up between the hotel beds. As She returned She took the cat-o-9-tales and started whipping my ass, switching to hit my balls with the handle. i was howling uncontrollably, and i feared that my cries could attract attention. i asked for a gag, but Mistress said no-one hears as a dance band was playing just below U/us. She said i sounded just like a little fearful dog howling. She made me lick Her boots which was oh so lovely, and She even put my leash between the sole and heel of Her boot and yanked my head down to the boot by the leash, making me kiss and lick them. That made my penis stand at attention, but soon the noise from the restaurant or something else distracted me and made my penis stay soft throughout most of the evening. i was practically im
potent, something that has not happened to me after W/we started D/s. She put on the corset and made me suckle Her breasts, lick buttocks and finally lay on my back as She straddled my face and made me lick Her pussy, but i couldn't get myself hard.

Without fingering me She went to bed and woke up angry in the morning as i gently woke Her up by hugging Her.

This incident stopped O/our D/s until next Saturday as W/we talked through everything and i pleaded with Her to continue dominating me. She approved and became more demanding than before. She also said She wants three things from me: say and show daily that i love Her, kiss and hug Her daily and take care of kitchen - always, as She hates it. The following day was the busyest for me for half a year.

Sunday, 21 June 2015

Fucking, not cumming

Next day i epilated my crotch again in the morning. Mistress decided i will not do it on weekdays, but i will do it on weekends. i spent a long time shopping for groceries and then prepared lunch.

In the evening W/we sneak into bedroom early because She wants to fuck. She chooses for me leather ankle and wrist bracelets and ball weights, as i said they might make my balls bang sensually against Her clit while fucking doggystyle. She chooses a corset and stockings, high heels, nothing else.

First She makes me shave Her pussy lips and narrow Her pubic hair a bit. Next She ties me on my back to the bed, settles on top of me and moves towards my face until i could support my head with my arms and start licking Her sex. After a long while She moved back, and settled on my bare dick, taking it inside Her. She moved up and down, fucking me, then raised Herself letting me fuck Her. Next She freed my hands, sending me off to get a condom, which She rolled on my member, foreskin back. She warned me that i am not going to be allowed to cum.

She ordered me by the bed on my knees, and knelt on the bed Her backside towards me: 'Lick me from behind. I like it when you lick me from behind.' i had to stick my nose to Her anus to lick Her pussy. Then She wanted me to mount Her doggystle. i started intense, quality fucking, but just as She was nearing orgasm so was i and i needed to have a break. After the break W/we had to start again, me on my back, Her on top. W/we resumed doggystyle, but same thing happened, i was too close, and it started to seem too difficult to get Her to vaginal orgasm without me cumming too. W/we tried it on O/our sides, to no avail. Once more doggy style, now i kept deep inside Her all the time, moving only in little jerky motions. This turned out to be a success, She started to orgasm quickly, and i could fuck Her all through Her orgasm without the slightest risk of cumming. W/we stayed lying, my dick hard as ever inside Her, utilizing the last chances of getting wonderful friction inside Her pussy. i did a few fucking motions every now and then. Until She forbade that as 'masturbation'. Now it was time for me to wash up and go to sleep with my hard-on.

Sunday, 7 June 2015

A day with Mistress alone

The long awaited day, my day off together with Mistress. Preparations started already the day before, as She ordered me to prepare food so that O/our time together doesn't all be spent on chores. i made a large amount of chicken risotto.

It turned out a busy day for me: i was at Her beck and call from morning till evening. It started with a tea for Her and footwash-pedicure session. She sat on the sofa and ordered me to fetch a basin full of water with herbs, foot file, towel, nail polish remover and nail polishes. After a long pedicure session She ordered me to empty the water in the scullery sink, catch the herbs in the sink trap and take them away. However i forgot the last part, She found the herbs in the sink, and made me eat part of them - nice, soaked in footwash water, lain in sink trap in the scullery.

She made me get a corset and stockings, and provided me with a black lycra (spandex) t shirt and ordered me to take a wide short black skirt from the laundry basket. i was not to put them on yet, She ordered me to remove the cb and She gave me a supervised shower and also ordered me to take a swim in O/our coldish pool first. Then She ordered me to shave my crotch the same way i used to, and also armpits and nipple surroundings. i asked about pubic hair, and She approved my suggestion of a narrow landing strip. She ordered me to leave the door open. i had not been epilating any more in a couple of months so all hair had grown back. First i used electric razor's trimmer to shave myself all over, then used razorblades on the balls, and finished everything up with the epilator. Last i shortened the landing strip hair to 10mm. My dick was oozing precum like there's no tomorrow. i like shaving my crotch. She came back, inspected my work and took me with Her. She asked if it was too late to put on the cb now. My dick was hard, but i managed to pull the a-ring on, and left it half mast, hoping it doesn't act as a penis ring that way.

Now i was clean and shaved and allowed to dress up. She had to help me with the leather corset, tying a knot to the draw-in strings at my back. Then followed stockings, the tight lycra t-shirt and a nice ruffled skirt, all black. Now She ordered me to add a white Spanish lacy apron, and it was like a maid's costume. It felt wonderful, especially the silky underskirt against my sheer stockings and the pull of suspenders when walking. That feel was familiar to me since i was 13-14 and tried crossdressing for the first time and bought my first own female clothes. Still it was thrilling, maybe because i so rarely could do it, and almost never with my Wife. Hopefully it will change.

Now started the chores. i had to first clean up the mess of hair i had left in the bathroom. While i was working i managed to not think about sex and got myself back in the cb, though bulging through the bars. i didn't have panties, but i think i didn't drop precum everywhere. After i had also emptied the washing machine, brought dirty laundry from the basket upstairs and put a set of dark clothes selected by Mistress in the washing machine it was time to take Mistress to the town. i only replaced the apron and skirt with pants, so my ankles were clad only in sheer stockings, thrilling. Feet felt odd with stockings in man shoes.

Back at home i was to make lunch, and put effort into serving it. She mentioned candles, so i lit two candles as well, and pulled Her a chair as i had summoned Her. As i was wondering if i can sit on the other seat, She ordered me to eat by Her on the floor, so i moved my plate and utensils there, and started eating on my knees and elbows. i kept my head down and even started to lick the plate clean until She forbid that. It was so much like eating from doggy bowls. Next i provided Her tea and cleaned up kitchen. Every time as i was ready i approached Her, curtseyed and knelt before Her.

She ordered me upstairs, and took the jar with my session ideas on paperslips, took one, read both sides. Not happy with the content She took another slip, and ordered me to remove the cb and put clothespins to my balls. i took it i must put all of them, so eventually it was hard to find place where i could fit more.

She lead us to living room where i took my place kneeling before Her, legs slightly spread because of the pegs. She ordered me to masturbate without cumming. i lifted my skirt with one hand and started to wank with the other, easing the grip each time i was nearing the edge. She was taking time, and was surprised i could continue for minutes without having to ask permission to stop. i didn't have to slow the rhythm much, a light grip when near did the trick.

Enough of that, She sent me to make Her tea and a warmed slice of pie, to me She ordered coffee, and one ball of vanilla ice cream. The pegs, at least some of them were now starting to take their toll, and they were biting really bad to different sides of my balls. i managed to prepare the dessert, serve it and eat mine from a glass bowl on the floor with ever increasing hurt in my balls. As She ordered me to empty the washing machine, i asked if i could remove the pegs, as they were hurting so much. She allowed me to take just 5 pegs off. i chose them myself, and got rid of most of the strong, badly hurting pegs. It helped, but for a surprisingly short time. As i hung the clothes on the lines, the remaining pegs, especially a few of them, were making my life a misery again. i secretly changed some pegs to new locations. After the task i again asked to remove them. She ordered me to do 10 jumping jacks instead, making the pegs rock and hurt like hell. Then She did give me right to remove them.

As She sat on the settee again and i knelt before Her, She ordered me to masturbate again, but ordered me to stop soon, and go put on street clothes on top of my corset and socks over my stockings. Kids were soon returning from school.

As Lina was at home, W/we left again for shops, and while there now the tight corset started taking its toll, and i got a headache and became angry. At home i asked if i could remove it and was approved. i still needed to report to Her and She made me cut two man shirts to shreds in the evening. Then i had to take Lina to Her hobby.

Sunday, 31 May 2015

D/s or S/M

A few days later She made another lottery and chose another paper slip. She ordered me to strip naked and open the toy chest, don my little brown leather corset. She needed to help me draw the strings in at the back. Next She ordered me to put on the ankle and wrist straps. She tied me spreadeagled to the bedposts and only then She noticed She forgot to make me put on stockings.

Anyway, She got a condom, and and i was stiff as a stick as She started unwrapping it onto my shaft. She settled on my legs and started masturbating me, first coarsly later with short, fast movements until i started cumming. She stopped the motions, but kept Her hand around the base of my prick. That was enough for me to be able to experience about a normal orgasm. At least ejaculation was full, and i went through a down time after this.

As O/our D/S-relation had detoriated back to S/M-sessions, Mistress noticed where had been more chores for Her, She even had to prepare meals a few times as She was at home and me at work. She didn't like it and in early April She sent me an SMS inviting me again as Her meek slave.

At home She made me make Her tea and a meal and polish Her boots and show them for Her approval. She didn't approve them on first and not the second time, until they were spotless.

Wednesday, 20 May 2015

New session ideas

The fucking woke my sexuality up. Mistress noticed it. Her period was beginning, but She wanted to give me a session. She ordered me to update the paper slips with session ideas, and i wrote another idea on the flip side of the paper. A little more daring things like sucking my penis in my own mouth, predicament bondage: a potential handjob if i draw my balls far from my body, hanging upside down, holding an enema in me or kneeling with ball weights and masturbated to a ruined orgasm, drawing a small cart with my genitals, keeping myself on the edge masturbating for a long time + ruined orgasm on command, ginger butt plug + butt strapping, prostate milking.

She entered the bedroom and chose a paperslip without letting me see it. As She read it She said 'Are you sure you really like these things'. Then She asked me what i mean with a penis ring. i didn't remember what i had written and whether this was new or old ideas. As i wore the cb-2000 with POI i said the a-ring (the ring around genitals) is a sort of penis ring. 

She told me to strip, get some string and put on wrist bracelets. Then She connected the wrists bracelets behind my back and tied them tightly to the back of my a-ring through my crack. Then She left me kneeling by my bed and locked the door as She left. i could do nothing, with the cb on. My knees started hurting and i had to rest my forehead on the floor to ease the pressure from my knees. As She came to check on me She was not happy with that, She had not ordered that, and the session ended with that, no masturbation privileges.

Sunday, 3 May 2015

Mistress's growing interest in sex

A few days later, on a Friday night, Se lead me to a nearby deserted forest road, ordered me to drop my pants and briefs and sit in the big pile of snow. Just as i was sitting there having my butt frozen Her phone rang and W/we had to leave, as it was time to get Lina to her hobby and W/we had forgotten it.

Due to the unusual number of orgasms i had been allowed

my sexual interest went through the bottom for nearly two weeks. During that time Mistress had me fuck Her twice without me having orgasm. The latter was special. She wanted sex as i entered the bedroom quite late, after reserving Her and Mats a summer trip to Paris.

She made me start by licking and kissing the insides of Her thighs. Then She wanted my shirt off and settled on top of me, made me lick Her pussy from below. After a while She moved back, drew my head up and made me suck Her nipples, and turned to face my legs and sat on my face again, which enabled me to fuck Her with my nose as i licked Her clit. This is one of Her favourite plays. 

She took my thong away and took to masturbating me while i vigorously worked Her clit. She kept the same rhythm with Her hand on my cock as i did with my tongue on Her clit. 

Next She turned again and sat on my bare dick, taking it in Her pussy. It was wonderful to be inside Her without a rubber, and She started moving about, then ordered me to fuck Her from behind, of course without cumming as She's not on the pill. Though it was 2 weeks or more since i last came, i managed to fuck Her to an orgasm without getting to the edge myself. i fucked Her all the way through Her orgasm and then pulled out, hard and ready. 

As an extra treat She allowed me to get on my back and lick Her pussy as She squatted on my face.

Monday, 27 April 2015

Fucked by Mistress

Next evening Mistress mentioned She would like to have good penetrative sex. She was in the bed as i entered the bedroom wearing a sleeveless shirt and thong and asked Her whether to lock the door or not. She answered affirmative, and i joined Her cuddling Her. Soon She stood up and told me to open the toy chest and She dressed up in black stockings and a white corset, told me to remove my shirt and locked a dog collar with a leash to my neck. She used the leash to yank my head down to the bed (i was on my belly on the bed) and made me keep kissing Her feet a long time. She leaned over me and bit both my buttocks so i had to yelp twice. Then She turned around and used the leash to draw my head to Her ass with the inevitable licking consequences.

She told me to sit on the bed and sat on my thonged lap, making me suck Her beautiful breasts. She enjoyed and and kept sighing and breathing hard, rubbing Her naked pussy on my member.

Next She told me to lie still on my back and settled on my face. Her clit was clearly swollen, She was hot. She had me licking for a healthy time, then it was time to put on the condom and consummate the session. She had me fuck Her from behind until She came but i didn't.

However, it was not over this time. She climbed on top of me as i laid on my back, mounted me and pushed Her legs between mine. i was to stay totally motionless, She even rested Her hands and the weight of Her upper body on my wrists, nailing me to the bed. She started slowly fucking me, Her moist pussy sliding on my dick as She laid on top of me and moved Her butt. i raised my legs up, knees bent, on either side of Her and concentrated on the supreme fun, being fucked on my penis. She used to make me cum this way a few times in the past, but it was 3 years or more since the last time. i started drifting towards the edge and not until long i came. It is a strong experience to cum in a pussy without moving. i screamed, i felt the semen being pumped into the condom, i felt wonderful, but only light caresses of Her pussy, while Her hands were pinning my hands to the bed. She really took me. i have always loved to orgasm like this, it's authoritative but loving.

Sunday, 19 April 2015

Longer bondage experiment

Sunday night W/we reserved time together also. i was waiting for Her in the bedroom, and She appeared with skin cream. She made me massage moisturizer into Her skin, all over. Handling Her nipples was much fun for the both of U/us, and made Her breath heavily. W/we noticed Her pussy is self-moisturizing, so there i used only my bare hand, massaging Her. i was lying on my back and She took position on all fours, facing away. i had to support my head on a pile of pillows, and lick Her clit as i pumped first one finger and then two in Her pussy. She appreciated this dual approach, and nearly climaxed. As it seemed She cannot orgasm on licking and fingering, She told me to fuck Her without a condom. i was strictly forbidden to cum, as She isn't on the pill. It may sound difficult, but as it was still just a few days from my full orgasm, i could easily fuck Her with my bare penis until She climaxed, not even edging myself.

Next week still saw extraordinarily lot caressing between U/us spouses. On Tuesday night She ordered me to undress and open the toy box, fix straps on my wrists and ankles and lie down on my back on the bed. She fixed my hands to the bedframe on top of my head and my ankles on the headboard as well, rendering my ass helplessly in the air. She didn't spread my legs much, as She was going to sit by me and read Her book while i waited tied up.

On Saturday She ordered me to prepare lunch, and said after that She will tie me up for a longer time before i will prepare a cream cake using a recipe She chose.

i was allowed to wish for a position, and i asked for spread-eagle, and She decided to use that. She made me strip, take all necessary straps from the toy box, fix the ankle and wrists straps in place, and then She strapped me to the bedposts. i was still in my cb, and the points bit badly into my penis, as i was extraordinarily excited. She said She would leave me to meditate, and locked the door from the outside as She left.

i had never been tied up for a long time. Without any stimulation it was difficult to make the time pass. Initial excitement wore off soon, though it was exciting to raise my head and look down on my pink cb. Spreadeagled i could only wave my hands a bit, i was really stretched. There was nothing else to do than follow the slowly moving pattern that sunlight made on the wall

There was no clock i could watch so i didn't know how much time had passed when Mistress opened the lock and visited me. She asked how i was. i answered i was OK. She said She was not happy i answered so lukewarmly. She just touched my thigh and went away.

More time passed, the pattern on the wall made its way all the way to the corner. i could just lie and wait, think and meditate. After a very long time i heard footsteps approach the door, a key turn, and She entered again, freeing my hands and letting me up. i asked how long it had taken. It had been more than 2,5 hours. i was surprised how long i had been there.